So next week this time i will be sitting in a classroom ,I should be in third block or maybe fourth I forgot . It will be start of sophomore year . This year I want to be different . Freshman year I had just migrated and felt awful all year and did a lot of crying . All I ever wanted to do was talk to my friends in Jamaica . I always was feeling left out , slow , alone , and like I would never fit in . This year I want new friends , mainly cause I've learned to accept that I'm not going back home and that these people are going to be with me till 2016 and maybe longer , this year I don't want to come off as the lonely depressed girl who hates everybody also this year I want to be happy. Last year I remember how most off August and September I cried like my world was ending plus a lot of time afterwards . Some people saw as the girl with anger issues , the girl with a mouth , the girl who pops pills and I hated that so much but could never change it . Freshman year I did a lot of trying ( if that's the right word ) ; I tried to fit in , I tried to be someone I wasn't and this is going sound stupid but I also tried to make enemies . I know I'm stupid !! I did all of that so I could be popular . Following other people and making fake friends isn't what I wanted . I just really wanted to fit in . I was the new girl . All these people had already made theirs friend and had their social circles I just wanted to not feel so alone all the time (even though i still ended up feeling that way) . I'm gonna change though , popularity wont be my priority .
Bring me to my next point What is Popularity ??
The oxford dictionary defines popularity as the state or condition of being liked, admired, or supported by many people
Well five awesome friends is many to me and they like me or we would not be friends ..
So just cause my whole school doesn't know my name doesn't mean I'm not important or liked and I'm gonna put that into effect this year .
Look out Wheeler High School Raeven Rodney Sophomore New and Improved <3 <3
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