Friendships

So Ive had a few friendships in my life . In prep school i had three friends D.B , A.B & T.C . By sixth grade T.C had kinda moved on but none of us talk anymore D.B became a mean girl towards me . All Im saying is i hated prep school anyway.
Today Ive got another three girls R.T ,J.H. & T.M . T.M is suppose to be my best friend but sometimes I wonder if the distance is getting to us . J.M & R.T those are my girls i can't do much without telling them .
Sometimes distance gets to us too . I wont elaborate on the problems in my friendships cuz
1.They will end up reading this
2. Why talk about something you cant fix
3. I love their stupid crazy butts either way
I hav big bros Mikey , Smiley and Alex and just bros JJ , i had another but nt anymre . I really love having these great people in my life plus a few others and then theres the whole M.C thing . He my guy best friend/crush . Sigh . Its every girl's worse nightmare the guy they could talk to becomes they guy they talk about ... I hope to never lose these awesome ppl but sometimes I wonder why I feel alone all the time .. I guess its truly because ive just migrated and still havent made solid friendships i made one first semester named Niki she was kl and she knows about M.C but i think i might have annoyed her another reason for the wall ( i cant annoy ppl with my problems ) but all my people are in Jamaica my home and becuz of the time dif school dif everything is just so complicated . Ill figure everything out eventually . It will take time !!!