Did you see the picture ? , then this blog post needs no introduction .
This is me on the daily like seriously I am still wondering why people talk to me still
I mean like seriously I am surrounded by beautiful girls , people with style , couples , people who are so much better me and no matter how much I ate the feeling I feel ugly n weird and awkward ! Sigh ! I keep praying I'll change I keep wanting to just skip school cause I feel like I just gonna die from complete embarrassment one day like homecoming is soon and i swear almost
all my friends have dates my main friends anyway ...
You know what i really hate the fact that i compare myself to all the girls especially my friends i hate walking beside them.
If i ever drop out of school it was because i got tired of being the ugly one in the group .
Smh i guess i just want to stop feeling out of place when i around people
I mean it was this girls birthday today and you should have seen everything she got the amount of people she had saying happy birthday i guess itz called jealousy right ive never had that awesome feeling of just being loved missed i mean i have about 5 friends who id know for sure wud cry if i die but i know half the other people i know wud nt give two shits about me .
I am so happy i have six days free and
I plan to sleep sleep and cry while sleeping .
Goodnite
